you don’t want to be fatter than him, ashamed that you can’t even fit in his clothes ..
I have to think about this when reaching for food.
I will try to do this ..
No scratch that I WILL DO THIS!
I am 39 pounds overweight!!
It makes me sick when I look at that ..
Just to remind myself that celebrities work out to.
If they ate as much as I did, they would be fat to.
Nobody had it easy, everyone needs to work at it.
keep thinking about your beach body!
thinspiration no. 1
what i would give to have this body
I guess I should start with the facts…
My name is Anna
I’m an 18 year old living in London in my last year of A levels, planning to go to university next year.
I’m 5ft 5.
I weight 158 pounds.
That makes my BMI 27.1 … I’m officially overweight.
My ultimate goal weight is 119 pounds.
I have 39 pounds to lose … and only 5 months to do it.
This summer, to celebrate the end of my a levels, I am going on holiday with my girlfriends. Each one of them is thin. I’m not exaggerating, it is fact. They all have amazing bodies. This summer I will have to stand next to them in a bikini. I will NOT be the fat one anymore. I’m sick of guys ignoring me and going straight to my friends. I’m sick of not being able to wear the clothes I want to and feeling depressed everytime I go shopping. I’m sick of trying to hide my body from everyone because I’m ashamed. I’m ashamed I let myself get this fat. But it stops now.
I’m starting this blog to motivate myself and keep myself going when I feel my lowest and to remind myself of the goals I have to achieve.
Each week I will try to lose 2 pounds, I know it will be hard but I have to accomplish this.
I would appreciate any support and any tips on weight loss, I’m willing to try anything.