Anna's weight loss diaries

I'm sick of being fat, When I go on holiday with my friends this summer I will be as thin as them and look fucking awesome in a bikini. I want this more than anything in the world.
reasonstobethin you don’t want to be fatter than him, ashamed that you can’t even fit in his clothes ..

reasonstobethin

you don’t want to be fatter than him, ashamed that you can’t even fit in his clothes ..

(Source: hungerhurts--starvingworks)

I will try to do this .. No scratch that I WILL DO THIS!

I will try to do this ..

No scratch that I WILL DO THIS!

(Source: behindxthexlies)

I am 39 pounds overweight!!  It makes me sick when I look at that ..

I am 39 pounds overweight!! 

It makes me sick when I look at that ..

(Source: diaryofafatserver)

Just to remind myself that celebrities work out to.  If they ate as much as I did, they would be fat to. Nobody had it easy, everyone needs to work at it.

Just to remind myself that celebrities work out to. 

If they ate as much as I did, they would be fat to.

Nobody had it easy, everyone needs to work at it.

(Source: celebs-workingout)

thinspiration no.2 keep thinking about your beach body!

thinspiration no.2

keep thinking about your beach body!

(Source: thinsearch)

thinspiration no. 1 what i would give to have this body

thinspiration no. 1

what i would give to have this body

(via thinsearch)

Starting from the beginning.

I guess I should start with the facts…

My name is Anna

I’m an 18 year old living in London in my last year of A levels, planning to go to university next year.

I’m 5ft 5.

I weight 158 pounds.

That makes my BMI 27.1 … I’m officially overweight.

My ultimate goal weight is 119 pounds.

I have 39 pounds to lose … and only 5 months to do it.

This summer, to celebrate the end of my a levels, I am going on holiday with my girlfriends. Each one of them is thin. I’m not exaggerating, it is fact. They all have amazing bodies. This summer I will have to stand next to them in a bikini. I will NOT be the fat one anymore. I’m sick of guys ignoring me and going straight to my friends. I’m sick of not being able to wear the clothes I want to and feeling depressed everytime I go shopping. I’m sick of trying to hide my body from everyone because I’m ashamed. I’m ashamed I let myself get this fat. But it stops now.

I’m starting this blog to motivate myself and keep myself going when I feel my lowest and to remind myself of the goals I have to achieve. 

Each week I will try to lose 2 pounds, I know it will be hard but I have to accomplish this. 

I would appreciate any support and any tips on weight loss, I’m willing to try anything.